It doesn’t take long for me to get sick of my own writing. Especially all the boo hooing and woe is me crap that theme creeps and starts to dominate. I would hope the people that do read each post, the ones I advertise to on Facebook and thereby painting a remarkably despondent characterization of myself, are rolling their eyes and saying, suck it up buttercup, you have two stunning, healthy boys and a wife that adores you. And if you are unhappy in other parts of your life, just make a god damn change already.
Change. That was my only resolution last January. Affect change on my own life. Instead of waiting for things to happen to me. I wanted to attack life a bit, purposefully inject the passion in my veins and let the lightning shock and drive me to the greatness I still think is buried beneath a bunch of crud.
So I sit here, my lazy ass welded to my ergonomically designed chair, waiting for something to happen. There are some vignettes of possibility on the horizon and the fact that I am writing again, here, steeped in pity, is still better than not writing at all.
So thus begins this mild journey. I will post on this blog once a day for the month of November. Not write a novel like http://www.nanowrimo.org, just simple posts to reflect on the ups and downs of my so called life. Ironically, at the same time a tuft of will be busting out from the skin above my lip. I will not be charging admission for this writing challenge (unlike the mustache challenge). All I ask is that you bear with me and my occasionally dips in the chasm of desperate bleating. I really am a fun guy. A couple of beers and laugh around the campfire kind of guy. A tells a good yarn from a semi-interesting life kind of guy. A devilish smile and throaty growl kind of guy.
Wait a minute, that’s more like a wolf. Now, I’m hungry.
Hungry like a wolf.
Remember John Taylor – he was the cutest.
November 3rd, 2011 at 9:40 am
Rio was totally better. (I just saw DD a couple of weeks ago. An ode to my youth.)
I’ll be so happy to read as you do the November challenge. Maybe you’ll even dust off Fundunkable Fridays. I am giddy with anticipation.